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Please help me because I am very unhappy and nobody I can talk to about this. I am a university
student, age 20.
Because I am poor I must share the room with three other students. They do not know I am gay.
They talk about sex with they girlfriends all the time. I told them I have a girlfriend in my
village and this is a lie. We are all from Samut Prakan. On
Songkran we will all go stay with our
families and they want to meet my girlfriend? What shall I do? Also, I am in love with one of the
other boys in my room. I think about him all the time. When we sleep he is so close to me I can touch
him. I want to hold him and kiss him and make love to him. How can I make him love me?
- Aud Khun Aud,
Recently it has been suggested that Darika writes long,
complicated answers to letters. (My boyfriend tells me “if you have meat you do
not need soup.”) So here is Darika’s short answer: Move out now. There will
never be a happy ending to your story. And here is Darika’s long answer to your complex
situation: Move out now. There will never be a happy ending to your story. If
you go home for Songkran and produce a fake girlfriend you will turn your small
lie into an endless cycle of lies that will only hurt you. Also, I seriously
doubt that the young man who sleeps next to you will enjoy your touching or
kisses. He might even harm you. There is no way to make anyone love you.
However, if you respect yourself you will find another place to live where you
will not have so much pressure and where you can outgrow your adolescent drama.
If you can’t find a place to grow up, Pa Darika has room on her sofa along with a big
box of tissues.
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